March 28, 2004
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it was nice while it lasted--the idea of it all, anyway.
so, i guess she was just using me and the whole situation to make her man jealous, at most.
last nite, i went over to their new flat for a house warming party. the only thing i could afford for a house warming gift was me, on the 1's and 2's. so, i took all my gear over there to play this party at around 11, and then this someone asks me to turn down the volume at midnite so they can sing happy birthday to someone at the party. turns out it was HIS birthday. when i saw it, my stomach freefalled to the floor. i felt like the biggest idiot, standing there motionless as i took a moment to subdue the shock of seeing her run over to him for a center-stage kiss. I AM A FOOL. i've noticed that i play best when i'm angry. to give you a glimpse of just how angry i was: i didn't get off the decks for 5 hours and gave arguably one of the best sets in recent memory. how could i have been so wrong about a person? how could i have been so naive? even if she hadn't lied about what the party was actually for, i don't think it's good for me to see her anymore. turns out, her boyfriend's a real stand-up guy, which makes the decision to conclude this episode a little bit easier.
it was nice while it lasted--the denial of it all, anyway.
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Hey buddy, tell me about relationship problems man...I feel for ya though, and I think it's cool that you're being0„2the better man outta this, more understanding even though it probably sucks.0„2 Good Luck man.
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