July 25, 2005
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so i’ve gained about 20 pounds after having smoked my last last cigarette over a month ago. is this normal? i’m fatty. not as fat as “fat brian”. but then again, who’s really paying attention to my jiggling juts, anyway. it’s strange–about a week after i began my nicotine hiatus, i began having vivid dreams, again. although, the return of oxygen to my tarred and ashen brain was a welcome event, i now have riveting and torturous dreams about smoking delicious cigarettes. and when i wake up, my throat throbs for a brief moment as if i’ve again tasted the sweet and carcinogenic. alas, barbequed chicken wings are no substitute for cigarettes. i fear that soon, so very soon, my nipples will fall parallel to my navel.
to smoke, or not to smoke….
Comments (2)
When I quit smokiong I found myself eating more and more. It turned out I need to do something when I am bored. I am a multi-tasker. So If I’m doing one thing I have to be doing something else. It used to be driving and smoking. Talking and smoking. Jogging and smoking. Breaking and smoking break. Painting and smoking. Graffing and smoking. Coffee and smoking.
Now its driving and eating. Talking and eating. Jogging and eating. Breaking and and snack break. Painting and eating. Graffing and smoking. Coffee and Coffee Cake.
SO keep strong. ashes to ashes.
you must resist! You can do it…….!